What is a Dom is he the monster of all nightmares or the high fantasy of subs. Where is the line between sexual fantasy and criminal intent. If we look back and see in the past creatures of Dominance we see war criminals, dictatorships unsavory characters at best more sexual predators then those enthusiasticly pursuing extreme sexuality. So where is the line when are we the monster of society?
Some 24/7 that you read about come across as a novel best written in the Victorian era a release for a strict society or a wish for the future? Others rank closely with the monsters of recent times . My fantasies run close to a what a monster would think as normal. Kidnapping, rape, sexual torture, mind control all sorts of lovely things all those lovely things judge to be evil by society standards. I enjoy the reality of how a subs body acts to the pain I inflict upon her. I enjoy the mental manipulation that I use I enjoy the control that I have over them and I enjoy the extreme orgasm that they have one with no control once started one that explodes from the soul and not from expectations.
Is the only thing that makes me a Dom and not a monster the free choice that the sub, in the real world , has made to submit the only reason that I am not a monster. Because I did not force them against their will that is it or did I . Could we not say that I used a mental kidnapping I found some one vunerable and pushed her into the car by mental force rather then physical..
For me the line is whether or not they give up their freedom to me and the knowledge that they can ask for it back at anytime. Of course the next question would be at what time would they pass the point of no return when they no longer had the ability to function as a single being when would they loose the ability to decide?
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
Sunday, November 27, 2005
The Grey Cup
Then end of the football season for us in the north as the two best teams(well the two that survived) with clash for the ultimate trophy a cup(no now for the jock strap). Women rejoice at this day it means that men will no longer have the excuse that the game is on.
Now during the game like our cousins to the south preparation is made as far as food for the long night and a collection of guessed carefully pick by the quality of beer they bring gather to watch the first five minutes of the game then proceed to eat drink and re-live their childhood recounting the great games and plays of the playgrounds I would now re-tell one of the tales of playing at Beurling park but this blog has not the memory for it. Then we will all rush back to the game to watch the last five minutes truly the only time the two teams show any spunk and play as we once did all out for those five minutes. The game will climax in the last 10 seconds where hail Mary is not taking any ones name in vain and all will rest on the last play.
Afterwards we will talk about this game and it's value against the others and our wives and girlfriends will gather in the kitchen with their lists of work to do and plans for tea parties will run through their heads until the chant starts. At first low then rising to in tolerable noise, Monday night foot ball, playoffs the bowl games SUPER BOWL. Thank you to our American cousins for having a later season and keeping our Sundays and Monday nights for the true weekend warriors.
Now during the game like our cousins to the south preparation is made as far as food for the long night and a collection of guessed carefully pick by the quality of beer they bring gather to watch the first five minutes of the game then proceed to eat drink and re-live their childhood recounting the great games and plays of the playgrounds I would now re-tell one of the tales of playing at Beurling park but this blog has not the memory for it. Then we will all rush back to the game to watch the last five minutes truly the only time the two teams show any spunk and play as we once did all out for those five minutes. The game will climax in the last 10 seconds where hail Mary is not taking any ones name in vain and all will rest on the last play.
Afterwards we will talk about this game and it's value against the others and our wives and girlfriends will gather in the kitchen with their lists of work to do and plans for tea parties will run through their heads until the chant starts. At first low then rising to in tolerable noise, Monday night foot ball, playoffs the bowl games SUPER BOWL. Thank you to our American cousins for having a later season and keeping our Sundays and Monday nights for the true weekend warriors.
Monday, November 21, 2005
Quality ( who be the judge)
Funny is it not, seems as if something is in the air, sub doubt is about. A condition that strikes the best of subs, They interpet words wronly or they devise stories that they feel is what the Dom is thinking they feel unworthy and why? Could be time of year, recent events, boredum or just the air. Why is does the sub think that they are not the quality that their master thinks of them. This has been a problem that has plagued Doms/Dommes through out time. if you tell them they are performing well they worry, be nice and you no longer like them what a crazy lifestyle is it not.
So I want to set this in stone for all subs of mine past present and future if you displease me you will know about it forget if you break the rules if I do not like your attitude or gestures or comentary in a discussion you will be informed of it. I expect you to be in top form based on conditions I decide about those conditions no one else that is the joy of owning property. yes the sub gives me control but as long as I have it I decided on how well they are performing not another Dom( I made that mistake once , not again) or book of rules nor the sub themselves.
Now as a matter of record my sub is performing her tasks and duties to the best of her ability right now whether or not she thinks so. As for a visit I wold love one but too much is going on to allow that for now I am keeping a record and will enjoy devilishly torturing her for her self doubts at a later time. I am sure that she will enjoy the sessions as much as I will but now it is healng time and family time for the holidays.
Holiday outfits hmmm I almost forgot. I think subs should wear a red ribbon around the neck bells attached to the nipples, a butt plug tail white and fluffy like a deer and of course a harness so they can pull the sled. I wonder where they could put the candy canes?
So I want to set this in stone for all subs of mine past present and future if you displease me you will know about it forget if you break the rules if I do not like your attitude or gestures or comentary in a discussion you will be informed of it. I expect you to be in top form based on conditions I decide about those conditions no one else that is the joy of owning property. yes the sub gives me control but as long as I have it I decided on how well they are performing not another Dom( I made that mistake once , not again) or book of rules nor the sub themselves.
Now as a matter of record my sub is performing her tasks and duties to the best of her ability right now whether or not she thinks so. As for a visit I wold love one but too much is going on to allow that for now I am keeping a record and will enjoy devilishly torturing her for her self doubts at a later time. I am sure that she will enjoy the sessions as much as I will but now it is healng time and family time for the holidays.
Holiday outfits hmmm I almost forgot. I think subs should wear a red ribbon around the neck bells attached to the nipples, a butt plug tail white and fluffy like a deer and of course a harness so they can pull the sled. I wonder where they could put the candy canes?
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
The Battle of Ottawa
In years to come many will speak of the battle few will believe it was a sea battle but as one of the few survivors it was one of the more horrific battles ever heard.
It had started with warnings from both sides as who could sleep yet keep the rest awake. The ss Lisa was first thought to be all talk but when her head was above the pillows the first salvo had been fired,. A low guttural growl shot out across the sheets toward the proud and defiant ss mornigstar. At first rattled, morningsstar gather her weapons and with rapid fire answered the ss Lisa with brave canon fire. I was in stealth mode hoping to make it through the night unscathed but at 3 am my systems were damaged it was scrapnel from the ss Lisa or a missed shot from the morningstar I did not know but I was badly damaged retreating to the kitchen I was in the middle of refueling when a chemical bomb went off. I then found the culprit . US Sir h a submarine with diesel engines choking and chugging had broke surface near the morningstar and had done me in with intermittent torpedoes. I had to retreat to the lobby where the merriment of late night revelers was like a library compared to the 615. I returned briefly for a recon mission I shower and retrieve my clothes but the battle raged and chased me from 615 for good . I have sent the story to Gordon Lightfoot he is inspired but said tht the battle was too fresh a song would open new wounds and keep the nightmares going.
Or should I just say 3 snoring one non snoring from now on. The Leather fair and nighttime party at Breathless was great fantastic scenes and enjoyable company I was a bit disappointed that a sub that I met did not show up to be played with but she had been up for 35 hours so maybe next time I will get to warm up someone ass. As for the snoring well I am enrolling in snoring 101 and will be ready next time for the sequel named " Floggers delight or Who puts Coffee mate in Sugar packages" and to my friends thank you for a fun weekend and a story that I will retell a thousand times and will slightly embellish with each telling.
It had started with warnings from both sides as who could sleep yet keep the rest awake. The ss Lisa was first thought to be all talk but when her head was above the pillows the first salvo had been fired,. A low guttural growl shot out across the sheets toward the proud and defiant ss mornigstar. At first rattled, morningsstar gather her weapons and with rapid fire answered the ss Lisa with brave canon fire. I was in stealth mode hoping to make it through the night unscathed but at 3 am my systems were damaged it was scrapnel from the ss Lisa or a missed shot from the morningstar I did not know but I was badly damaged retreating to the kitchen I was in the middle of refueling when a chemical bomb went off. I then found the culprit . US Sir h a submarine with diesel engines choking and chugging had broke surface near the morningstar and had done me in with intermittent torpedoes. I had to retreat to the lobby where the merriment of late night revelers was like a library compared to the 615. I returned briefly for a recon mission I shower and retrieve my clothes but the battle raged and chased me from 615 for good . I have sent the story to Gordon Lightfoot he is inspired but said tht the battle was too fresh a song would open new wounds and keep the nightmares going.
Or should I just say 3 snoring one non snoring from now on. The Leather fair and nighttime party at Breathless was great fantastic scenes and enjoyable company I was a bit disappointed that a sub that I met did not show up to be played with but she had been up for 35 hours so maybe next time I will get to warm up someone ass. As for the snoring well I am enrolling in snoring 101 and will be ready next time for the sequel named " Floggers delight or Who puts Coffee mate in Sugar packages" and to my friends thank you for a fun weekend and a story that I will retell a thousand times and will slightly embellish with each telling.
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
I must be getting old
I think I might have had a post with this title before but I must be getting old so I do not remember if I did or not. I have slept enough this night the reason I am awake at 4:15 in the morning what woke me, thinking about things.
I sat around last night talking with my sons. In discussion I tried to inform them that even as young men sleep is occasionally needed to rest the body and mind in the past I would have told them to go to bed turn out the lights and not to get up before 7 am. Of course they would laugh now if I did they are 19 and 22, rarely see their pillows before 2 am and seldom see the sun until it is almost a memory in the afternoon on weekends. Refusing to believe it is there on week days as they are off for higher learning.
At a time when I thought I would sit and have fond memories of life I am having new experiences. I am doing things that I said I never would. Does age affect us in such a way? Our emotions are a pain in the ass and not a good pain. Next, I will be making floggers out of suede and paddles out of foam rubber. I will dress in a charcoal grey instead of black so as not to offend or scare. I will look at a nice young woman passing in front of me and say a beautiful mind of the future instead of wondering how nice it would be to beat that ass. I will ask subs if after tying them up to a cross if they are comfortable and not mean it sarcastically.
Yes, I must be getting old.
I sat around last night talking with my sons. In discussion I tried to inform them that even as young men sleep is occasionally needed to rest the body and mind in the past I would have told them to go to bed turn out the lights and not to get up before 7 am. Of course they would laugh now if I did they are 19 and 22, rarely see their pillows before 2 am and seldom see the sun until it is almost a memory in the afternoon on weekends. Refusing to believe it is there on week days as they are off for higher learning.
At a time when I thought I would sit and have fond memories of life I am having new experiences. I am doing things that I said I never would. Does age affect us in such a way? Our emotions are a pain in the ass and not a good pain. Next, I will be making floggers out of suede and paddles out of foam rubber. I will dress in a charcoal grey instead of black so as not to offend or scare. I will look at a nice young woman passing in front of me and say a beautiful mind of the future instead of wondering how nice it would be to beat that ass. I will ask subs if after tying them up to a cross if they are comfortable and not mean it sarcastically.
Yes, I must be getting old.
Monday, November 07, 2005
What is a Dom to do
There are in my opinion, duties a Dom is responsible for in a relation of lifestyle. To make the sub achieve the level of enjoyment they seek from you , to achieve the level of submission or slavery, to help them better themselves and to protect them from themselves and from others in the life style. All attainable in a normal lifestyle relation but not all in a long distant relation. It is very hard for you to protect them against themselves you only have words to draw their feelings out of words to judge them by very poor tactical information to go on. Many times you can be successful but to protect against others I found it to be impossible I must rely on the eyes and judgment of others third hand information at best and I have to rely on how honest my sub wishes to be without seeing in her eyes that she hold back knowledge that she is not comfortable with. The best individuals that are guarded slip once in a while but it is not through a structured email maybe a bit in a chat but rare no it is in person in heat of discussion unfortunately a pitfall in long distant relations.
ling was attacked by a paroled maniac last night she received injuries and spent the night in hospital she fought him off and the police have him in custody but there was no knight with sword and shield to protect her or strong arms to hold the injured flegeling. Pit falls are not something that is a challenge to over come they are dark pits of despair which you must claw you self out of and hope not to find another. Congratulations to ling for the show of strength and confidence in her self . Both of us are in our own pits and now must claw our way back to where we were.
ling was attacked by a paroled maniac last night she received injuries and spent the night in hospital she fought him off and the police have him in custody but there was no knight with sword and shield to protect her or strong arms to hold the injured flegeling. Pit falls are not something that is a challenge to over come they are dark pits of despair which you must claw you self out of and hope not to find another. Congratulations to ling for the show of strength and confidence in her self . Both of us are in our own pits and now must claw our way back to where we were.
Dark days
These are the days for old warriors to sit in large chairs facing the east. Their last stand filled with memories of the lives they have had. To fall in battle in such weather must have been a relief in a way not having to face the pain of victory trying to keep warm and not stave to death. Dragging the battered bodies back to the home land having the wind lash you along no if your time were near better to have lost your life in battle then on the road home freezing to death no place for you in heavens of warriors should you die pushing a cart. To face the winds with good memories, a sword in hand ready to do battle with the storms and laugh in the face of the wind. Memories of how the old warriors died would give strength to the young with warm thought and good song to keep the old warriors warm, dry and immortal. At least for the journey home.
Friday, November 04, 2005
Stables
Well a good blog morningstar here is my opinion:
For me a stable it one of the true forms of the lifestyle. There can only be one master, certainly as far as history shows us it is the only way it works for any length of time. I believe in the term property , I know now a days there is time share for condos that is for apartments. Tops and bottoms can have this if they want but I would not consider them to be Dom/Domme and sub they are just players . A sub must have one focus and they usually determine what it should be in what their fantasies are how they act and through discussion. If I provide their focus why should it bother them if I provide a different focus for someone else or the same as long as their needs are satisfied. Do you think in days of old the Gauls ask the saxons if it was okay that they had another slave what is the lifestyle based on is it not that the don/dome has the control, if the sub had two masters would not the sub have control then?
The value of the sub depends on the sub does not matter if they are in a stable or they are the only sub there are doormats in any relationship including vanilla so I do not agree that they have less value or come away with any more emotional baggage then any other relationship. A single horse pulling a cart, is it better trained than the clysdales that pull the large wagon which is the better horse no one can say for they are different so are the subs that enjoy being in a stable and those that do not. I would (and I know I am going to get my head handed to me for this one) say that slaves look more for stables while subs look more for personal relationship with a mix of both vanilla and bdsm.
I would prefer not to have to punish I prefer exploring sweet tortures and I feel that don/dome that have to wait to have reason to punish are not true Dom/Dommes are they? If they were they would do what they want as it is their property would they not? Some Dom/Dommes are happy with one others with 20 you do what makes everyone happy that is what it comes down to does it not? I do not like competition between subs I prefer well trained teams. As for tea and service yes I like it gives me pleasure. As far as stables not everyone's pleasure but it is my cup of tea.
My opinions of course but if I could, I would have twenty slaves and die happy, for an old dragon like me what better way to go than to put a damsel in distress is to put several in distress and yes I might even put a male sub in a dress ( evil grin)!
For me a stable it one of the true forms of the lifestyle. There can only be one master, certainly as far as history shows us it is the only way it works for any length of time. I believe in the term property , I know now a days there is time share for condos that is for apartments. Tops and bottoms can have this if they want but I would not consider them to be Dom/Domme and sub they are just players . A sub must have one focus and they usually determine what it should be in what their fantasies are how they act and through discussion. If I provide their focus why should it bother them if I provide a different focus for someone else or the same as long as their needs are satisfied. Do you think in days of old the Gauls ask the saxons if it was okay that they had another slave what is the lifestyle based on is it not that the don/dome has the control, if the sub had two masters would not the sub have control then?
The value of the sub depends on the sub does not matter if they are in a stable or they are the only sub there are doormats in any relationship including vanilla so I do not agree that they have less value or come away with any more emotional baggage then any other relationship. A single horse pulling a cart, is it better trained than the clysdales that pull the large wagon which is the better horse no one can say for they are different so are the subs that enjoy being in a stable and those that do not. I would (and I know I am going to get my head handed to me for this one) say that slaves look more for stables while subs look more for personal relationship with a mix of both vanilla and bdsm.
I would prefer not to have to punish I prefer exploring sweet tortures and I feel that don/dome that have to wait to have reason to punish are not true Dom/Dommes are they? If they were they would do what they want as it is their property would they not? Some Dom/Dommes are happy with one others with 20 you do what makes everyone happy that is what it comes down to does it not? I do not like competition between subs I prefer well trained teams. As for tea and service yes I like it gives me pleasure. As far as stables not everyone's pleasure but it is my cup of tea.
My opinions of course but if I could, I would have twenty slaves and die happy, for an old dragon like me what better way to go than to put a damsel in distress is to put several in distress and yes I might even put a male sub in a dress ( evil grin)!
Thursday, November 03, 2005
Angry
What is anger an emotion a state a disappointment in something someone or in yourself. I have always heared that you should not punish when you are angry. Yes when you at a point of blind rage you should walk away but if you are at that point you should go into a room and lock the door. During a play session there is no place for anger, I am there to see how long I can make the sub fly how many orgasms she will get.
A punishment session is different. I wish the first stroke to cause the sub a great desire to grab her ass with the knowledge she will get more if she does. I want her to concentrate on position and control that is all during the punishment and afterwardds I want her only to think why is her ass so sore and what she can do not to get that way again. The sore ass is a reminder for the next while to think before acting or not acting.
. I enjoy causing pleasure but I need anger to punish I think all need a little not much and this included the sub to be punished they should be angry at what has happened. I am a bit of a sadist and enjoy it when I hear the moans and at the end of the play session please can I have some more. During a punishment well the pleads are nice and oh "I am so sorries" are sweet the tears are added fun but it is the look of fear after the first stroke of what is in store for them cannot be replaced and stirs me on and like sweets after the meal when the last stroke falls the relief on their faces the sweat dripping after they have assumed the standing position to comtemplate their errors makes me feel all warm and nice inside like having a warm drink in front a fireplace a cold night unfortunately I still have to wait for that drink she must finish her contemplation before she moves any where and now you know why I like stables my dear friend Sir it does make service improve some what!
A punishment session is different. I wish the first stroke to cause the sub a great desire to grab her ass with the knowledge she will get more if she does. I want her to concentrate on position and control that is all during the punishment and afterwardds I want her only to think why is her ass so sore and what she can do not to get that way again. The sore ass is a reminder for the next while to think before acting or not acting.
. I enjoy causing pleasure but I need anger to punish I think all need a little not much and this included the sub to be punished they should be angry at what has happened. I am a bit of a sadist and enjoy it when I hear the moans and at the end of the play session please can I have some more. During a punishment well the pleads are nice and oh "I am so sorries" are sweet the tears are added fun but it is the look of fear after the first stroke of what is in store for them cannot be replaced and stirs me on and like sweets after the meal when the last stroke falls the relief on their faces the sweat dripping after they have assumed the standing position to comtemplate their errors makes me feel all warm and nice inside like having a warm drink in front a fireplace a cold night unfortunately I still have to wait for that drink she must finish her contemplation before she moves any where and now you know why I like stables my dear friend Sir it does make service improve some what!
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Scaring does bring the best out in me
Halloween has always been a lovely time for me. When I was in the darker beliefs It gave me focus a time of being close to other realms and part of that was the draw of scaring others with my beliefs. I enjoyed the fear that I saw in opposing players eyes when I step on the floor. I felt great after a good fight or hit all warm inside and the opposing fans were so much fun so brave until I came close to them when they were in reach I could see them holding themselves so that they would not pee their pants, so much fun. Most would say well he gets paid to do that , yes I did but I enjoyed it, I enjoyed the pain I inflicted and the pain I received crazy is it not. When my children were born I thought it would stop but it gave me a new source of victims no not the kids those I loved and just want to see laugh and smile. The teachers, some were weak minded bullies that tried to use their station in life as a given it was so much fun making them quiver.
Well last night brought back the joy of scaring. Brave adults jumping and screaming while their children laughed what excuses did they tell their children to prove their bravery once again as they walked away in the darkness. All because of a black cloak a covered face and a staff with a snake head. So was it me or the costume, as for the children they had questions" where are your eyes" and "do you have a face". Some wanted to touch the snake head. Parents well one while walking he child up the stairs kept saying "it is a statue" and "I hate Halloween" when I moved she shrieked so nicely, afterwards when trying to get her son to stop laughing and leave said that she leaves a light on all the time I said to her not to worry about me until there is a power failure. Ah so much fun.
I have long left the idea of this blog being a place to express myself and my feelings when it started to be read by others why because people fear things that are in the shadows, not the norm or it just scares them. Most can only handle small doses and will bring out their bravado and say this one is a strange one or it cannot be. Yet they come back for more fascinating is it not. Those that are like that I would suggest you leave a light on. Those that can laugh and mean it ,welcome.
At this time in my life I can still say that I enjoy scaring them makes me feel young again when I laughed at scary things and at those that quivered behind me. Hmmmm Halloween is only 364 days away I can hardly wait.
Well last night brought back the joy of scaring. Brave adults jumping and screaming while their children laughed what excuses did they tell their children to prove their bravery once again as they walked away in the darkness. All because of a black cloak a covered face and a staff with a snake head. So was it me or the costume, as for the children they had questions" where are your eyes" and "do you have a face". Some wanted to touch the snake head. Parents well one while walking he child up the stairs kept saying "it is a statue" and "I hate Halloween" when I moved she shrieked so nicely, afterwards when trying to get her son to stop laughing and leave said that she leaves a light on all the time I said to her not to worry about me until there is a power failure. Ah so much fun.
I have long left the idea of this blog being a place to express myself and my feelings when it started to be read by others why because people fear things that are in the shadows, not the norm or it just scares them. Most can only handle small doses and will bring out their bravado and say this one is a strange one or it cannot be. Yet they come back for more fascinating is it not. Those that are like that I would suggest you leave a light on. Those that can laugh and mean it ,welcome.
At this time in my life I can still say that I enjoy scaring them makes me feel young again when I laughed at scary things and at those that quivered behind me. Hmmmm Halloween is only 364 days away I can hardly wait.
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