What a thing just to go shopping. We had so much fun running around looking to buy a bathing suit for my wife tonight. Rushing around to the stores before they closed, everything just felt right until we got home. I had to catch myself from saying words that would have hurt . When she tried her bathing suit on I almost said that I would like to tie her up. I know a nothing comment even in the vanilla world said between a vanilla man and wife would mean that the husband wanted her to know how good she looked. That would have caused her face to change and would have ruined the moment. So again I repressed but it is becoming more and more difficult for me. Freeing the devil comes at a price that I pay daily .
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About Me
- CLoud
- I enjoy the babble of streams and the soft light of a forest, the hectic clutter of cities and and the noise of the life that lives there. I have said I like the darker things of life and beleive that every one has the right to choose for themselves what they do, who they are and how they should live their lives, I enjoy rules and controls yet hate the removal of any personal freedoms for the greater good. I have been in this lifestyle for the past 40 years and have loved every step that I took. A saying of mine is " I will miss the next sunrise after my last but would not give one up from my past for it".
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