The munch

I have taken a lot of time off from blogging and Domming to relax and recoup, I could not give up my munch though. I was not going to attend yesterday sI was going to sit in the pool and just chill. Two of the organizers of the munch were worried that they would not be there on time and asked if I could help out. These two have stretched their hands out to me in so many different ways and times I could not refuse so off I went

I teased old friends and meet jo aka searabbit that if I had known it was her I would have sat with them for a while longer. I spoke with a couple Dom/Domme new to the group. We talked about what makes a sub sub and all quite interesting , I hope they retuun to the next munch. Then there was Bradon applying massages to various females that look like putty in his hands. Ah Paula wow a lively personallity that beamed with excitement just for being there. Mistress Lisa was as always charming with a hint of devilment in her eyes which is betrayed by that lovely evil laught.
Play parties , camps and workshops are great but ther e is nothing like a munch to allow people to find thier way . exchange ideas and just laugh. It is medicinal at thimes at least for me.

Yes it is time to start writing again and seeking out subs and slaves but the critera will be harder for both them and me. I will take my time and they will have to be what I want . I alos have been lacks with ling far too much I would say. She needs a stronger hand with more caring. A lovely crerature that is just out to please and perhaps she is tryin to please too many people and forgets about her self a lot so that will have to be rectified. I alos have to prioritize my life as I have a new Domme to please for information on that just go to the drakor blog. I will say taht she is new will make mistakes and will grow.Hopefully she will learn from me and I from her. Many times in my life after reaching a certain level I have returned to re-study the basics to make sure the fondation is good , you know how you can develop bad habits.

SO I am refreshed and revitalized mostly by the munch and yes the pool does not hurt either. I think I have my humour back at least the bratish part of it I had my piece of pie yesterday so time to get off the fence as some one said yesterday and decide. Just one questions for littleone if you like pain and you are sitting on a fence why would you get off? Oh one last question how do you know if you have splinters?

where have I been

Well a good question. over the past months a lot has happened/ Submissives came and went actually over the past year they did and questions arose. Not from exterior forces but from me. I had thought I was clear is what and how I said things perhaps I did not they seem to have been mis-inturpeted. I question my training methods and my wants and wishes they may be oo much . Is it that I want truly cannot be fulfilled. I might be a player tah I need rather than a slave. I am still pondering and have sought out a friend to help . I will see if what I demand is possible so my writings might be sporactic at times I do not wish to pass along anything that until I am comfortable with it. ling will stil be here and still under my control on a daily bases for what I have done with her seems to have worked. I will bog about her and other things just not as often and no ling it has nothing to do with my health. It does have to do with emotions, interpetations, understandings and needs . Both of the sub and the Master.

I feel being a good Domm is a lot of work and there should be pay back for the Dom even though it is the needs, wants and desires of the sub that drives the relation. In recent times going back as far as 3 years ago I had done a lot of preliminary training only to see the sub leave and not complete it so that we may move to the next levelt his greatly frustrates a master. that is why the little sabaticle . So I can re-group and re focus thoughts on my needs and training methods and selection process. Time for me to ponder and perhaps re-learn and re-think how to do thinkgs.