Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Evil or wicked

I have been told I have an evil mind. I took the test and supposedly I am 98% wicked or evil.What would define me as evil. I think it would not be something I can say or give explanation for best I think to ask the subs and slaves involved. It is their perception of me and it is they that have bestowed the title of evil in reference to my ideas. So only the slave can tell what their perception of what is wicked or evil. That said of course I do enjoy the title .

Saturday, May 05, 2007

A recuring theme or no do not hit me there

Well the young man that so wished for total loss of control seems to have had a change of heart. It would seem as if another person wishing to live a fantasy found out the reality of it. In recent munch with a Domme (Lady Kate) I witnessed a young man have his words used against him in what must have been frustrating experience. Newbies should take it to heart that it is protection for them that an experienced dominant does this to make sure that they must be exact in their wants and must think before talking.

A young man approached me a few weeks ago through Korina a switch when it comes to women but traditionalist when it is about men . She does not dom men but saw in the young man a great desire and danger to be totally under control of another. I was suppose to help him find a Domme . His demands were to total release of power. When I chatted with him he was a novice and did not fully understand just what those words meant. After a few not so nasty chats and listing of rules for him there has be a sudden interruption in dialogs between us. He had this fantasy on how he would come over and be put in a cage at my house live as my dog .I told him if he was giving up control tome then I would decide what would happen from now on. I did in the chats inform him that he would loose all his body hair no facial hair would be allowed and his hair if I decided to leave any on his head would be styled the way I wanted. He was given a list of when to shower what time to get up at and when and how to pee. He first stumbled at being naked at all times in his apartment as his friends just dropped in on him I said they would get used to him that way. I instructed the boy to put a large breed dog cage in his bed room and that was to be his bed from now on. He was not allowed to touch himself but on Saturdays he would visit a Domme friend of mine and be milked until he filled up a container or she was satisfied that he was quite emptied. I sent him on his way to purchase a trio of dildos and the cage. Well for some reason he has not yet chatted or emailed me so I guess he might be a bit overwhelmed I hope he understands.

SO next time a Dom asks "What are your limits" perhaps some reflection would be better than "I am totally in your power do what you want with me" I have an evil mind so define your choice of words well and express that you are trying to find the closets thing to your fantasy rather than make your fantasy reality. I wish you well young man

As for more experienced slaves that wish to say that to me well I am always open to being evil and would love to hear from those that truly think they can give of themselves with no limits, no retention of any control. Hmmm yes a very evil mind.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Polar bears and protocols

Nice to see Mistress Jade is back to health. As for comments left on my last blog well CLoud issued no challenges. As a matter of protocol for a switch if you divide the two personalities, then what one does or writes in one persona does not bear on the other. That would be like doing something as a Klingon and having it reflected or having to account for it in your SCA life. Those remain separate and so in a switch does the personalities especially that I write under two different handles.

As for challenges the last I issued I believed was setting a record of 103 toothpicks holding the ass cheeks of a slave apart and that was sometime ago. Now as for me accepting a challenge well I rarely do as a Dom it allows the sub or slave to have too much control. They usually set it so that the punishment for loosing is what they want or they can gloat over being able to sneak by the dragon without being burnt and if they do get burnt well they wanted to play with the fire any way and probably would enjoy it.

Polar bears, I have seen a movie bout an Inuit boy that finds a cub and raises it to adolescence. Quite true but I might have used the wrong words in that I meant no man walks with or can tame a fully grown polar bear . Your father and the boy in the film became a surrogate mother for the cub. A feat no less awesome as even a cub can playfully cause damage. The reason for my choice of a polar bear was that I felt it was a a majestic way to end a life force that would otherwise die a slow death at the hands of modern medicine. I felt that from what I have heard from the Inuit stories about polar bears and seen in Churchill, is that they are fierce hunters and do not back down from man. In that way I would be assured of a honourable death most probably a very short and violent one.

Why not another human? Well most humans are without honour , they do to keep with their word and fear their own death too much to fight with honour. Those who do have honour in my eyes I call friend . I would not ask this of them it would put them in harms way of my sword and of the civil authorities. The lifestyle has too bad of a name already I would not wish to bring more bad news to it.

As for littleone ,you also know that CLoud is not one that bows to many. I would not bow to a lion , tiger or bear doing so would give them an advantage they need not, I might be strange but not a fool . I will die doing battle with them but so might they. What better a spirit to walk through to the next level than with the spirit of a lion , tiger or bear at my side. So as an my old Master taught only bow if it will be returned. As for dragons well my middle name has a reference to a dragon killer care to guess on that one? your prize will be a nice new handle for that belt your Sir ask ,e to turn into a toy for you !

p.s. these are my thoughts long distant plans nothing that will happen tomorrow. So littleone do not worry you will not have to track through the woods and leave flowers at a pile of bear crap in my memory. Of course you prancing naked through the woods with a flower in a certain area well I might just fight a bear to see that. How many flowers can you put into a sub anyway ?